Memoir: Vulnerable. Love. Tragedies. Incest. Poverty. Survival. Lupus. Zero-seventy, breaking all Ten Commandments. Six marriages. Verbal and physical abuse from husbands. Testimony. God's love/agape.
Why have I always been physically and verbally abused, and unappreciated when I've always bent over backward to be a good wife, giving love anyway?
With God's help, I've weathered tragedies.
Incest on my father's side, still! My father molested my older sister since she was a baby, raped her from age five, threatening death to her and family, if she told - in 1947, told at age eleven. He was imprisoned. Raped her lots 1970 until my twin brother threatened him.
Granny raped by her father, so Mama and her brother were born. Granny castrated her father after he raped Mama when she was fifteen, birthed a son, put up for adoption, a secret until Mama was dying of cancer at age seventy-three, searched, found him, then told us six siblings.
My adventures. Sadnesses. Joys.
At age eleven, found my younger sister drowned.
When tiny, my Sunday School teacher prayed with me to ask Jesus to forgive my sins and come into my heart, so He has been there since then.
My quest for my true love, to be married "happily ever after" to my "Knight in Shining Armor," with He Love Me, He Loves Me Not always happening!