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The Poetic Voice of Soul

Eunice Attwood

A book of Mystical teachings with a few beautiful inspired poems received from the inner voice, through a clairvoyant/teacher with over thirty years experience.

 

Having worked as a clairvoyant/poet/teacher for many years, I was given this wonderful book from the higher realms of consciousness. It is quite different from my first book - The Temple Dancer, and teaches a more advanced level of understanding. If you truly desire to know God - your true identity, then you will enjoy the read. It teaches the truth about our soul's purpose, and explains how and why, we and our world came into existence. We are not simply victims, we are God clothed in flesh, we are mind materialized. The poems included were given to me in advance of the teachings, and then I was guided to slot them into the appropriate paragraphs. Do not be put off by the word poetry in the title, it is not a book of poems. One reader from Australia commented it is more relevant to our time than the bible, which humbled me greatly. I am just a servant to that which is divine.

 
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In human consciousness, self-preservation is the first law and this is the ideology the world tends to live by. To live under God’s law, there must be a shedding of the belief in self altogether. We must become un-selfish. We must give, give, give, in order to receive. We may say that we have nothing to give, and in that case, we will not receive, because we have a belief in poverty or lack. Giving does not necessarily mean money, or material items. Time and understanding, compassion, are all gifts that some souls are screaming out for. Give of yourself.

There is enough food for everyone, there is abundance everywhere, but it is those in power who mis-direct these resources. In Africa right now, there is food available for everyone, but it is not given to those who need it, because they are too poor to pay for it. The people at the top, are not looking after their own, and so organisations are trying to help these poor souls by appealing for donations from outside. Even then, there is no guarantee that the supplies will get through, because of the greed at the top.

Any so called material problems, cannot really be solved at the material level, they must be healed from the spiritual level. No matter how much is sent to help, this will only alleviate the problem for a short time, the problem will arise somewhere else. The matter has to be solved by within our own consciousness, by attaining a consciousness of plenty. It only takes a handful of souls to reach this understanding and then those around us will also become elevated in consciousness. This in time will affect the masses all over the world, and critical mass will be reached, seeing these issues fall away. A trend has to begin somewhere, so let us be trend setters.

Every generation is gradually rising higher in consciousness and when the world is ready, the shadow world will dissipate altogether, and a consciousness of plenty will be reached. This is evident already as people all over the world are becoming interested in the things of the spirit.

We must see that people everywhere are part of us, we are all united in God, we are one in the body of God. God cannot interfere in any way, because in God’s consciousness the problem does not exist, there is no mortal world to be aware of.  The mortal world only exists in the mind of man, it has no reality, it is just an appearance. There is only Heaven, perceived through a murky window.

I hear people say all the time, “Where is God in all this, how can he allow this to happen?” My own aunt asked me this a week ago.

People truly believe that he should step in and save us from destruction, and if he doesn’t, some will even deny his existence. Yet the truth is we are self-destructing a world we self-created, so there is no-one else to blame, we are victims of our own undoing.

What appears terrible to our mortal eyes, often too terrible to cope with, is the breaking down of an illusionary world, so in the bigger picture it is a good thing. There is no point in beating ourselves up over it as no one person is entirely responsible for all of this, but there is a mass human consciousness, or hypnotic suggestion, that keeps pulling us back into it, like a great magnet. The magnetic pull of the world is very hard to break through.

I am about to include some notes that were done for a metaphysical group a few years back. A lot of changes have happened to me in consciousness since then, but they may still be of interest to readers. ( During my learning process, I was given repetitive messages, and at first I found this a little annoying. However, I can see the value of it now. It is a way of instilling the message deeply in the sub-conscious.)

 

                           Understanding pain. 19/2/2002 ( 12:25am.)

Having been consciously on the path to higher understanding for about twenty five years, I often become frustrated that my body has become even more sensitive to pain as I get older, proving to me that I still have a way to go. In a flash of understanding late one night recently, I was given some clarity on what is happening and would like to share it with others who may be experiencing the same problem. The following passages were given during a moment of inspiration.

I am beginning to realize that the higher I go in consciousness, the more the physical form affects me. It feels as though it is jealous of my progress, and tries to hold me back. The pain in my joints grows worse, and my skin is sore to touch. Even the weight of my body pressing into the mattress is almost unbearable, and I am swollen with excess fluid. The medical profession tells me I have fibromyalgia and myofascial pain syndrome, but I prefer not to give this pain a name. In spite of all this, I rejoice, as I know freedom is close. The greater the pain, the more progress I become aware of. This may sound contradictory in terms of realizing God, yet I know in my heart it is so.

The hypnotism of the human consciousness is strong, but my love of God is greater, and I WILL overcome the world. It is like birth pangs, and I am in the process of being reborn of the spirit.

I believe that nothing in earthly consciousness can hold me for much longer, I already feel its nothingness. It is dying for me in my consciousness, and it cries out to me by making me aware of its pain. This pain I am carrying does not belong to me, it belongs to the world, the world of form. The world I am finished with as I take my place in the realm of the Divine. The kingdom within, here and now.

     The pain tempts me to believe in its ‘real-ness,’ but Heaven is more tempting, and I have already made my choice, or to be more accurate, the ‘I am’ within, has made that choice for me through divine grace. I now see the unreality of the world and all its silliness, and allow the Kingdom of God to unfold in my consciousness.

I still may feel the effects of the world's pain, but I have also tasted freedom as it knocks on my door, to release me through grace.

As I related this ‘flash’ of enlightenment to another, I received yet another ‘flash’ of understanding. I realized that I was undergoing a crucifixion of the mortal self. It is necessary to give up our human consciousness, in order for the Christ to be risen. Even Jesus had to undergo personal crucifixion before he could ascend into the higher realms, and how great was his pain? Yet he had to go through it before he could ‘overcome the world.’

So many people I speak to who are on the path, seem to find that their pain increases, or their worldly situations seem to take a turn for the worse. They are tested financially, sometimes, seeming to lose even what little they have in material terms. Family problems often arise, or employment or health issues.

It was given to me as an understanding, that the closer we get to truth, the more we are tested. This could be likened to the temptations that Christ Jesus experienced. The higher we rise in consciousness, the more earthly conditions seem to pull at us. Do not be fooled by appearance, do not be tempted to give up hope during those final hours of the transition. The Earth's magnetism is strong, even those attempting to travel the heavens by mechanical means can attest to that. Just look at how much rocket fuel is needed to break free of the atmosphere. The higher one rises in consciousness, the stronger the pull of earthly conditions is evident. If you could travel far up into the heavens, the beauty of Earth would be made evident to you immediately. You could possibly appreciate her beauty even more than when you were on the ground. You would not be able to see the mess that human consciousness was creating. You would not see the wars, the hunger, greed and deprivation, that is so evident when you are immersed in it. ( Symbolically, you will have risen above it in consciousness, the higher you go.) It's beautiful blue appearance would make it a magical, heavenly place to visit. You would see it as it was meant to be viewed, as the kingdom of Heaven.

The majority of us will never get to travel in a rocket ship, but we can rise above the world in our consciousness. The magnetism, and hypnotism of the Earth's pull however, will still be very evident. Our bodies may struggle, strain and shudder, as we attempt to rise above the world and break through its gravity, but through grace, it is possible.

For a period, we will have a foot in both worlds, so to speak, and this is not always the most comfortable situation to be in. But rest assured, it will pass if your dedication to the realization of God is paramount. You must make that contact daily, and as many times a day as is possible, even if it is only for a moment or two. Ask that your consciousness be awakened to the Christ within, make that contact your daily ritual. The Christ needs to be risen from the tomb in order to ascend. Release it through dedication, allow it to come forth from the tomb of human consciousness, into full Christ consciousness. Do not be deterred by pain and appearances, rejoice and know that Christ is being born.

 

Magnetism letter 4/11/2002

 

I bought my grandson a magnetic game consisting of a plastic base, about the size of a cake of soap, with a magnet concealed inside. There were fifteen small figures of acrobats, and six bars, which could be arranged in many different positions, so the acrobats could be stacked one upon the other, and perform many amazing feats.

I decided I would have a play myself, before I wrapped it up for his birthday. It was much harder than I imagined. The magnet was so strong, it seemed to have a mind of its own, as I tried to position the little characters carefully on the base. They would leap out of my hand, and arrange themselves in different positions before my eyes. No matter how hard I tried to place them, they would do something entirely different.

I had been thinking about the Earth's magnetism lately, and had even written a piece about it the week before. As I browsed the gift shop looking for my grandson’s gift, I wasn’t even thinking about magnetism. I had forgotten that I had done some writing on it at an earlier time. The game just looked interesting, and fun, and I felt it would amuse him for hours.

I awoke the next morning with a new understanding on the topic of magnetism. (I hadn't even been consciously aware of this during the night.) I realized how powerful the attraction of the magnetic pull had been with the game, and how much greater the effects of the Earth's magnetism must be. I understood how out of the divine substance, everything is formed that is in the world. I was also aware that the human consciousness, (or carnal mind,) puts it's own interpretation on this, and sees what it wants to see, rather than the truth behind it. This is where the Earth's magnetism comes in. So great is the pull, we seem to have no control over it.

The next step in understanding came, when it was shown to me, that these little acrobatic figures could be likened to cells, or energy, that appeared quite separate to each other, yet somehow connected by a hidden thread. As soon as they got close to the magnetic field, they hurtled together and became like one clump. I felt this was how the substance that creates our form could be likened to. When high above the Earth plane we are divine consciousness, and our form is not physical in nature, but as we descended into the heavier denser plane, the magnetism of Earth pulled us into clumps creating a form, just like these little figures were doing before me.

I am not a scientist just a simple housewife, so I was shown all this in a way I could understand. Some of the more intellectual souls out there may be able to find fault with this theory, but it has given me more understanding, and I don't feel it needs to be made complicated, it is after all quite simple.

There are many planes of existence, but the one I am experiencing at this moment is the Earth plane. I might add, that I have been trying for many years to rise above this particular plane, through hours of study, prayer and meditation. In spite of all my efforts, I still occasionally suffer the limitations of the Earth, although I am beginning to see a flicker of light beginning to emerge. I feel I am beginning to have a foot in both worlds, and the Earth's pull is now beginning to lessen in my experience.

What has been spoken of as the carnal mind, or Earth consciousness, is being interpreted to me as magnetic pull, and all of us who dwell on this plane are literally being sucked in. The harder we try to get away from it, the stronger the pull. That is because we live under the laws of the material plane, or under the law of gravity, (which is a ‘biggy,’ as far as laws go.) As I have written at another time, one only has to see how much rocket fuel is necessary, for a rocket ship to break free of the gravitational pull.

The only way to break free from the confines of the Earth plane is by divine grace, and this cannot be achieved through the human mind, because the human mind is still under the laws of the mortal world. We can use the medium of books and teachers to enhance our understanding, but no matter how hard we try, we cannot overcome the world by mortal means.

I have spent years on the mental planes, using visualization techniques, and other methods, such as hypnotherapy and N.L.P. but have given up using these methods, (unless I am specifically asked by someone who believes it will help them.) Yes, I have had results in my practice, but it has little to do with spirituality. It is a mental practice which may work on problems linked to the emotional, mental or physical states of a person, but it has nothing to do with spiritual healing. Spiritual healing takes place beyond the mind, and while mental practices may help problems on one level, it will not necessarily bring a person closer to God.

 The only way to understand God, is to see the nothingness of the material world, and realize that the life that flows through us, is God. God appears as our life. The longer we try to heal something or someone, the longer we keep from knowing God. I have struggled for so long to get to this point, all the time knowing this at an intellectual level, yet not being able to be it, to live it, and now understanding how strong the pull of the Earth's gravitational field is, and how we are pulled into something that is not our fault. We should not chastise ourselves for taking so long to get there, or for falling down occasionally on the way.

I have often read the words, "I of myself, can do nothing," and I have repeated them many times over the years, but in a moment of understanding a couple of nights ago, I actually ‘got it.’ I knew there was nothing I could possibly ask for, or desire. God alone lives and I have my being in him, and he in me, we are one. At this point, the understanding of magnetism was given to me. The only way I can shake free of the Earth's pull is through God's grace. I have found, (as it has been promised to us all,) that the more I let go and let God, the more is given to me.

 

The Robe

 

Those who see themselves as mortal man, wear a robe of sorrows.

Those who take off the robe, know they are as God, ….immortal.

But to most, the knot that ties the robe in place, is too difficult to undo,

so they continue to wear their robe, as it requires less effort.

 

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Juliusb wrote 704 days ago

More on Chapters 1

“There have been many times in my own experience, when I have been guided to make massive changes to my personal security, so much so, that my friends and family have thought I was quite mad. I gave up a secure job with an insurance company, in my late forties to go to England. I was unable to take enough leave to allow me enough time to do what I had to do. I felt I had few skills to enable me to get another good job, I felt un-employable in fact, but the feeling was so strong I had no choice but to go. I had little money to go with, and rented my home out to long term tenants, who would at least pay my mortgage while I was away. Heaven only knew what I would do when I returned. I didn’t even know what I was really going to England for, other than the fact that I was born there, and was keen to explore my roots. But why now? I was not financially prepared, but I don’t think I would have ever been financially prepared, living the life style I was accustomed to. I have always pretty much lived hand to mouth each day. I never had any ambition to chase the dollar. As long as I had a roof over my head and food to eat, it was fine. I always believed I was rich in spirit, and this sufficed.” – Interesting how much your life has lots of pointers into mine. This a typical of resolute that I took when I quit secure job at latest employer, NAPE thus:

"Over the period of August 2009 to February 2010, I published a series of nine politically-sensitive articles in Uganda’s New Vision newspaper. In late February 2010, National Association of Professional Environmentalists (NAPE), an indigenous NGO where I was working as a Researcher and Computer Systems Administrator, demanded that in writing, I denounce writing any more articles in the newspapers or else, I file for unpaid leave and go to pursue and finish up with my political aspirations.
I weighed various options and concluded that if I allowed to be silenced and trodden upon in that kind of manner, I would be denying myself a fundamental human right of freedom of expression. I filed for four-month leave, which started on 1 March 2010. Courtesy of the forced leave option, NAPE exploited the opportunity to get rid of me.
Yet, my situation became compounded because after my departure from NAPE, and until the inspiration to write this book occurred to me, I wrote and submitted several other articles to the New Vision, which they declined to publish. Peter Kashure, a cousin and friend who hailed from my village, Butsibo, in Sheema, Ankole, on several occasions advised me to write a book and publish it. He argued that if a person fell and remained on the ground crying, it would exalt the devil. Kashure’s persistent counsel and encouragement that I write a book did not make any sense to me until Saturday, 18 September 2010. On that Saturday evening, as I chatted in my sitting room in Bukoto, a Kampala suburb, with another close friend, Edward Obbo, who was also not happy with my decision to relinquish my job at NAPE, he also suggested that considering the highly dramatic twists and turns that had characterized my life experience, I ought to write my autobiography and publish it.
In my inner self I began to take more seriously the persistent voices that urged me to write my autobiography and, I must say, I finally got convinced that it was God speaking to me about this long overdue need. Hence I complied. [thanks to which my book, Destine to Triumph is in the making.]"

Juliusb wrote 704 days ago

Chapters 1

“… I became aware that something odd was happening, this was much more than a sun strike situation. There was a bright light directly in front of me like a strong laser beam, drawing me into it. The sun was low in the sky, and it reflected on the road, slightly below my line of vision, but this other bright, radiant light was directly in front of me. The light began to engulf my car moving completely around it until I was completely surrounded in a total white out. I felt a sense of panic as I became totally blinded by white light. I couldn’t even see the houses by the roadside. I wanted to pull over but couldn’t see the side of the road. I fought the urge to brake suddenly in case I skidded on the wet surface and hit something. I had no choice but to trust there was nothing in front of me.” Typifying Soul(Paul)’s experience on his way to Damascus!

“I was always asking questions that no-one could ever answer adequately,” – much like I said that one time I posed to my church leader in discipleship classes a startling question and he saying, “If you want to know God, you will go mad; and if you don’t submit to God, you will loose you soul”. May be this what you enlist, I need take as gospel truth:

“Truth dwells in a realm beyond the mind. God cannot be known though the mind, but the mind is the means through which God’s grace will reveal itself to us, when we are ready to receive it. If we truly desire to know God, then we must prepare our minds to receive his grace. God cannot enter a busy mind, a mind that is filled with self chatter. It can only reveal itself when the mind is still, and at peace. For this to occur, we must learn to let the mind become still, in order to enable the inner voice from beyond mind to express itself. We have to have an open mind, how can it come to us if the door is shut? God can only come in, if invited.”

Jim Heter wrote 937 days ago

The wise man teaches truth to you and me
The while we think, "How can this truly be?"
Until comes time of pressing need for truth,
When, having heard it said, it sets us free.

Jim Heter wrote 945 days ago

Eunice, I've now read Chapter 2, and it conveys precisely how I conceived the shape-shifting in my story to work. i want to share another little poem with you.

I am the storm and the lightning,
I am the land and the sea,
I am a bat on the nightwing,
I am a gull flying free.

I set the earthquake to rumbling,
I teach the songbird to sing,
I start the avalanche tumbling,
I paint the butterfly’s wing.

Mine are the galaxies wheeling,
Mine is the gentle rainfall,
I am whatever you’re feeling,
I am the All in the All.

fletcherkovich wrote 949 days ago

Eunice-


This book is a great reflection of your inner beauty and soul. I have read some lines of marvelous poetry and it makes me feel like I have known you well. Every sentence reveals its true account to your personality and real identity, This book is somehow very philosphical and at the same time very enriching and soothing to read. I can feel your heavy emotions about life, the continues search for true meaning of life more than the physical world of materialism. I must admit that you have been so mentally tranquilized and emotionall peaceful. I love it. I hope everyone discovers the beauty of this book.
Take care and Good luck.

Marija F.Sullivan wrote 956 days ago

Very much enjoyed it, although I tried not to need it :-). Best, M

- Weekend Chimney Sweep or Happy New Year
- Sarajevo Walls of Fate


Bonzo147 wrote 971 days ago

I can see this going a long way towards reinforcing the beliefs of many who might have lapsed over the years. The only problem I can see is in getting them to read it. Those who do have a firm sense of belief will be equally uplifted. A fine, modern book of encouragement and so well written. Backed with great pleasure.

Angus Shoor Caan.

minx2minx wrote 975 days ago

I've not had time to read much, but will be coming back for more over the next days as what I have read is very interesting and thought provoking.
Backed with pleasure.
Lizzie Scott :-)

PATRICK BARRETT wrote 990 days ago

Very thought provoking and at times, inspiring, well done. Paula Barrett (Cuthbert-how mean is my valley)

richard thurston wrote 997 days ago

A fascinating read with some very profound threads. A recurring theme for all of us. Are you on sale anywhere?

Richard

James Apologist wrote 1009 days ago

I am interested in your book and am putting it on my watchlist. I will be reading parts of it as soon as I can. In that it is related to the Bible, it perhaps bears some similarity to my own book, which, if you are a Christian, potential Christian, or a thoughtful and objective skeptic in this regard, you might enjoy. Its title is "Things Are Not as They Seem."

greeneyes1660 wrote 1009 days ago

Eunice, This is so uplifing and such an affirmation for me. As you have read my book you know that it is all about realizing our individual purposes to aid in bringing the true vision to life. I am so greatful for you for this wonderful and encouraging book, Had you not listened and allowed yourself to be a vehicle, those who are searching or perhaps those who have not yet fully understood their own experience would not have received this beautiful gift.

Our roads are so parallel and I am looking foward to some of the lessons found in this glorious experience.
Keep shaing and walking in faith and thank you so much for acknowledging your piece to this puzzle we call Life...Backed wishing you all the blessings God has for you Patricia aka Columbia Layers of the Heart

Bud Carroll wrote 1012 days ago

Your story mirrors my own spiritual journey closely as do all the stories I have read on spiritual growth. I have come to realize anyone can be happy at any level of awareness, so much so they become stuck and may never strive to grow further in this lifetime. One has to come to the awareness described so well in your opening poem before they break through the materialistic illusion. I back your book happily. If you haven't already done so, you may want to check out "The Letter" on this site. Peace be with you. Bud

zan wrote 1039 days ago

The Poetic Voice of Soul

Eunice Attwood

I enjoyed chapter one, "Journey into the light" and I loved the poem at the start of this chapter. You write with the confidence of someone who has strong convictions and more than ample knowledge of the subject matter. Happy to support this and all the best in finding a publisher Eunice.
Zan

SusieGulick wrote 1045 days ago

Dear Eunice, I love your poems - thank you for sharing. :) Your pitch is excellent, so set the hook for me to read your book. :) When you use short paragraphs, it makes me want to keep reading to find out what's going to happen next. I'm backing your book. :) Could you please take a moment to back my TWO memoir books? Thanks. :) Love, Susie :)

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backed :)
Love, Susie :)

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