Thanks for your encouraging remarks. I will give your book a look over the weekend. [QUOTE] This is a very interesting and heart-warming story. I have some knowledge of the work of Dr Ian Stevenson (and Dr Jim Tucker) of Virginia University with children who seem to have memories of previous lives, and can recognise this account as authentic. If it were not, there is plenty of scope for the imagination to make the "evidence" all the more striking and convincing. There are some typos in the book, and some technical flaws - for example, using a period instead of a comma at the end of speech and before the "he said, she said" bit. These are all quite minor but I feel that the book would be much improved by their fixing. But I really enjoyed the read and wish the author well with his writing and his life. [ENDQUOTE]

This is a very interesting and heart-warming story. I have some knowledge of the work of Dr Ian Stevenson (and Dr Jim Tucker) of Virginia University with children who seem to have memories of previous lives, and can recognise this account as authentic. If it were not, there is plenty of scope for the imagination to make the "evidence" all the more striking and convincing. There are some typos in the book, and some technical flaws - for example, using a period instead of a comma at the end of speech and before the "he said, she said" bit. These are all quite minor but I feel that the book would be much improved by their fixing. But I really enjoyed the read and wish the author well with his writing and his life.

Hi Michael I have recently uploaded my Book Peering through the Past the Museum of Hurt, would appreciate if you could have a look at it and maybe leave me your feedback much obliged. Beverley-Rose

Michael, I just read the first two chapters of your book, and I am riveted to your story. Your writing is extremely clear and concise. I can't stop with just the first couple of chapters, so I will add your book to my watchlist and return for more! Best regards, Sara Alley Ghost Town

Hi Michael This is a lovely story i was glue to it from the on set. I've only manage to read the first chapter and i really liked it. The way you describe your feelings, emotions and expectations are good. You are on my WL now will come back for more. Tim Templer The Journey

When I saw the title I was immediately drawn to read your book and I like it very much from the first chapter that I read, I was in suspense for awhile and waiting to know more but I felt that you were talking at me rather than to me, personally but other than that I liked it very much.

Hi Michael, God I was really gripped by this, and touched and it really taps into that universal fear of losing a child - yet it is not self indulgent either... I'll definitely be back for more - in the interim have backed. A

Michael, this is such an interesting read. You tell the story so the reader is with you feeling the anxiety as you go through it. You give this story an emotionally real feeling to it. Good job with this. --emarie Jackson Jacob Henry Brown, III

I believe in signs. And now I believe even more that the veil to the other side is thinner than we imagine, that we are not lost in death, but simply relocated. We are all seeking comfort in what we do not know. Thank you for sharing such beautiful examples. God bless your family. Best, Hilary Killing Karl

Michael, This is the firsts book on hear that I have not been able to walk away from. it is told in a way that held me right to the last minute and I commend you for writing it. Not only did it feel real as it was, but you told it in a way that I was right there with you. Its a superb account and I am sorry for the loss. I will be supporting this book as its a cracker and with some pushing could go far. Good luck. Sean Connolly. British Army on the Rampage. (B.A.O.R) Please consider me for a read or Watch List wont you? Happy New Year. Sean

Hello Michael. I have read through your entire book, eager to know how you found Laurie. Within minutes of reading the first chapter I was tingling with what I guess was a similar feeling that you had. Then I became carried away by the story and forgot the earlier feelings, just as you probably did as life did its thing. Your first few chapters are compelling yet there’s a kind of emptiness between the words. We know what that emptiness was. I cried throughout chapter 4 as your precious Laurie finally died. It is beautifully written with a fast pace, running at the rate that matched my own desire to know what was happening. Then the pace slowed, the spelling and punctuation mistakes jarred my concentration. In such a stirring true life account it seems pedantic to give feedback on writing style. And yet, as I’m aware in my own true life story, the text needs to be readable. When you have poured out your heart so bravely, it can hurt when someone challenges you on technique. However, in order to be true to you, I will tell you some of my observations. I hope that is OK with you. Having started with such poignancy it felt to me that you slipped into ‘legal language’, writing a brief for reincarnation, listing rules for consulting mediums, defending the case for research. These paragraphs kept getting in the way of the story of finding Laurie. I liked the conversational style, yet there are several spelling mistakes, grammatical hiccups, spacing issues, inappropriate capital letters, and punctuation mishaps, which interrupted the flow. Yet, in a way, it seems forgivable that in the moment of distress this is just how we are. As a completed manuscript it would be a good idea to correct them, or get someone else who isn’t involved emotionally to sieve through and put all those niggling little pieces right. Regarding the chapter GOD THOUGHTS, as you said, ‘you need not read it.’ Why include it then? It doesn’t add to the storyline and is a shame that there is a part of your beautiful story that can be skipped over. Can you not make it all count? I feel drawn to honour Laurie’s life and make EVERYTHING count. She is now dear to my own heart. As fascinated as I was and am about synchronistic events, the word ‘synchronistic’ began to get on my nerves eventually. You debated it so much. I was already convinced and waiting for the signs and would have liked a chance to make up my own mind. However, “Goodbye Mom,” brought the tears again, and so did the ending. I know that we all react according to our own experiences and my reactions may not tally with yours. I wanted to be honest with you Michael, to thank you for sharing your deepest feelings and touching story, and to reassure you, as a psychic myself, that Laurie is indeed part of your life. She has obviously touched many other lives too and I will recommend this book to others. With Love, Grace Lyssett

I am very impressed you were able to tell this story. Last year I almost lost my wife three times during a hospital stay: MRSA, blood clots and spinal meningitis. Looking death in the face is not something you ever forget. Telling the story is much harder even. I wish you luck in your journey.

Oh, Michael...I ache for all of you, and am so very sorry for your loss. You have shared the pain of that tragedy to honor the love you hold for Laurie. It took so much strength for you to manage it...and you've shared it all in a way that touches me deeply. Six stars and God bless you and yours...and absolutely you found Laurie again! Linda

Michael, I have read your story. Congratulations on being able to put all of those emotions into words. Your writing is clear and inviting. I could not stop reading. High marks from me. Best to you and your family, Celine Zabel Lives Shattered: One Mother's Loss at the Hands of the Legal System

So, I started your book last night, and I came back this afternoon to finish it because I was anxious to finish. There are many things I appreciated about it. First, the writing flowed nicely. I didn't get tripped up in your style, which was genuine and conversational. Your sincerity shone brightly throughout, and I applaud your willingness to let us into some of the darkest times of your life. Even through the darkness, you managed to make it a hopeful book. I could easily see this as a movie. I'm excited to see where this goes for you. Peace to you and your family :) Lori

Michael, you have gone through a trauma that every parent dreads. Once I began reading, I became lost in your book and read right through to the end in one sitting. I had meant to make notes about any slips that you might have made, but they were long-forgotten as you took me with you from the day Laurie was born until the day Lara rode on your foot. Through everything, you have managed to find the positive and I feel surprisingly uplifted by the ending. 'Write the book' you had been told. I am so glad you did! I shall be backing this and awarding a full set of shiny stars! Helen Glass Dreams

Michael, After nine chapters, i still want to know what else you've got to say. The death of your beautiful Laurie was heart- wrenching and i shed a few tears. I don't think there could ever be any worst pain than that of losing a child, and the way you describe all the events puts the reader there, suffering along with you. I want to know what your later endeavours lead to, so i continue enjoying this inspirational book. All six stars and placing Finding Laurie in line for the shelf. Maria The Path to Survival

Dear Michael, First and foremost I am terribly sorry for the loss you suffered. I have just finished reading chapter 4 and am, in this moment, unable to continue, as my son's birthday is July 16th and my Grandmother, who passed away this year, leaving me somewhat of an emotional mess, was born on September 14th. "Coincidence"? But I will continue. You are telling your family's story in such an open, honest and courageous way and everything that you have related is unnervingly familiar. I need to know what happens next. When I can relate to what I am reading, I know that I am reading it for a reason. I believe that this is a book that should be out there for everyone who needs to find it and that your loss, and the fact that you are sharing it, was not for nothing.

Your have expressed your tragedies and fears so eloquently that is is heart wrenching and a pleasure to read. I have your book on my watch list and will put it on my shelf as soon as I am able. Cathy

The title sounded interesting, and your Prologue even more. Cannot wait to dig in and comment. regards green h

Hi Michael, I read your first chapter and feel sorry that you experienced such anxiety and the morbid fear of death which overshadowed your life spoiling the two joys of receiving your healthy daughters into the world. I have witnessed much death and suffering, and births too, as I have been a midwife and a nurse. Providing the person was old and frail and not in pain, the experience of death I thought as miraculous as a birth. Old people often die of pneumonia often referred to as 'the old person's friend,' as the person seems to fade away in a completely serene way. Never had the world seemed so glorious as the coming of the beautiful dawn after such a dignified death just as much any birth. Good luck with the book, Carol

What can I say, nicely written as it reads with ease and keeps you hooked at all times. Still, a very deep touching story and I thank you for sharing it with us and allow us to take this memory trip with you which I feel and understand how hard it must have been for you to write this. Excellent work and once again thanks for this touchingstory

I read your first five chapters and was riveted. I know this is a true story and comes totally from the heart but instinctively you have written it like a good novel with the hook at the beginning and with increasing pace. Your loving ness shows through all your fluent writing. It is a heartfelt story. I hope it was some help to you in the writing for it is a terrible tragedy for you all to live through. Lara A RELATIVE INVASION

I finished your book today. Being a true believer in Christ, and having had a number of things happen to me to acknowledge the power of a spirtual God I have learned the most impotant thing is love. You have given a great account of finding the meaning of life. Your book covers so many questions. I am sure that when you die, you will be found again. Christine

Finished the second chapter, I can see now why you would have these anxiety attacks, Grandfather and your father dying so young. I like the way you introduce certain facts that tie into the story. Christine

Read your first chapter, you sound so much like my son, super energetic and sensitive. Your book is well written. Glad I found it. Christine

Michael, Finding Laurie is a well written but painful story of loss and love and synchronocity. My heart goes out to you. Backed, Susie Parker

What a devastating and uplifting story all in one. it has been written very sensitively but honestly. I am sorry for your loos, but what a wonderful piece of writing you have unfolded here. I wish you the best of luck. Kate off the rails

Telepathy is the universal means of communication. This is how the fetus in the vomb communicates with his mother, this is how god communicates. Dreams are telepathy in the sleeping state. Freud got himself sidetracked early on, that is why he never got to where I arrived at, but I do need to pay homage to him, he got me started and what a journey it has become. My study of telepathy/dream interpretation is titled "Voices from the parallel universe". I think it will give you the answers you are seeking. All the best Kathie Bondar

Well, I have just finished your wonderful book. What a tribute to your daughter(s), your parents, your family... your lovely wife! (I have a skeptic husband who keeps me grounded!) . Michael, I was most definitely meant to read your book. Thank you so much for the confirmations in it for me, someone at least 30 years your junior, as I also put my beliefs and my realisations on the line in my own book about my daughter (Ellanor) and my experiences that could not be seen but usually only happened to me - who would they be believed by?? Honoured to have read this. Good health and long life to you xxxxx Kirrily (Into The Bliss: Having & Holding Ellanor)

Michael, I sit here riveted to your book. So many parallels to my story with my daughter! I'm gobsmacked. Here lies another synchronistic moment, that I should happen across your (and Laurie's) story on Authonomy in the same week I first upload mine for review. As I read, my healthy second child sits (age 6) colouring in, blissfully unaware of what I am reading. She has the same shoe size as Laurie and the black pumps. Ah, heartache. I understand the impact of the death of a child. I understand the yearning to make sense of the only things you are given (dreams, messages, things so noticeable they can't not be taken as important!). You've done a brilliant job conveying this so far to chapter 6. I'm up to chapter 6 and want to keep reading. What a pace you have set. The way you have woven in your practical thinking and how you try and look at the signs/messages from every which way - like a riddle - is masterful and commands the reader to continue turning the pages. I look forward immensely to seeing how your journey unfolds and look forward to reading more. Thank you so much for... well, being here! I hope one day you have some time to dip in to my book as well ("Into The Bliss: Having & Holding Ellanor") mainly because I would be interested, from one bereaved parent to another, to see if you can hear any similarities. There are a number of places I could alert you to changes/typo's needing to be looked at, but I will leave that to commenters who I am sure have already helped you. Finding Laurie is on my bookshelf already. Best of luck with wherever you hope to take it. All the best to your family. Kirrily

A very real and profound journey into the devastating world of loss and love, dealing with the awful curves that life throws our way. This is a tender and loving story that is universal in scope and full of insight. It touched me on a very visceral level. Lynne Heffner Ferrante An Untenable Fragrance of Violets

I was touched deeply by your book. I have enjoyed it immensely. Thank you for writing such a wonderful story to share with the world. Please do come by and take a look at mine some time. Bless you. Cheryl.

Michael, Wow! Honest and true. It takes a long time to heal - but living is what keeps those we have lost alive. Keith Peppermint.

Dear Michael Schwed I will love to hear further unfolding of events. with best regards manesiro@gmail.com

Hello, Michael Stories like this are difficult to tell but I think the distance of time helps with putting it down on paper. You have of course remembered so much of what happened all those years ago. That adds to the emotion in a subtle way as the reader realises, naturally, how such events are impressed on us forever. I am wondering if the book could do with more dialogue rather than reportage which is the only point I could try and make in terms of improving the text. Jane Mauret

Thanks for your support.[QUOTE] I was sucked in by your pitch and I am so glad I clicked the link to read. This first chapter really captures your attention. It is raw and powerful. I look forward to reading the rest. [ENDQUOTE]

I was sucked in by your pitch and I am so glad I clicked the link to read. This first chapter really captures your attention. It is raw and powerful. I look forward to reading the rest.

This is a very moving story, well told. Your writing style is smooth, and of course the story is quite emotional and compelling. So sorry you had to go through the loss of a child -- I can't imagine anything more devastating. Best of luck with this. Tod http://authonomy.com/books/40646/the-lost-wink/

Thanks for your kind thoughts they are greatly appreciated. MIke[QUOTE] How utterly heartbreaking. I have to say like all the others I am sorry for your loss and I imagine the pain never goes away. My friend lost her little boy at 8 years old and I will never forget the sound of her wails as she walked behind the coffin in the church. I believe in everything you said with regards to the coincidences: I have experienced this myself, and I guess some people are more intuitive than others. I am guessing that you are a deeply sensitive man, and that's why you pick up on the subtleties that others don't. This area of life has always been of great interest to me having had an experience when I thought of my granddad (who I hadn't seen for 4 years after he fell out with the family & I was a young girl, just out of college when I last saw him, so obviously was getting on with my own life, as youngsters do!) and then receiving a call about an hour later saying he'd died. Wow, your book brings me to tears. So moved. KC [ENDQUOTE]

How utterly heartbreaking. I have to say like all the others I am sorry for your loss and I imagine the pain never goes away. My friend lost her little boy at 8 years old and I will never forget the sound of her wails as she walked behind the coffin in the church. I believe in everything you said with regards to the coincidences: I have experienced this myself, and I guess some people are more intuitive than others. I am guessing that you are a deeply sensitive man, and that's why you pick up on the subtleties that others don't. This area of life has always been of great interest to me having had an experience when I thought of my granddad (who I hadn't seen for 4 years after he fell out with the family & I was a young girl, just out of college when I last saw him, so obviously was getting on with my own life, as youngsters do!) and then receiving a call about an hour later saying he'd died. Wow, your book brings me to tears. So moved. KC

Thank you so much.[QUOTE] An extraordinary account, written in such a sensitive and sensible way, using words and expressions which few of us could hope to find. Philip John [ENDQUOTE]

An extraordinary account, written in such a sensitive and sensible way, using words and expressions which few of us could hope to find. Philip John

Hi Michael, I am so sorry for your loss. My beloved son Matthew died tragically and I have written about it in my book; I hadn't intended to but my friend helping me to edit my book made me - it was so painful and now I still skip that chapter as you say writing about it forces you to relieve that day all over again. It is a hard subject to broach, but so many have lost little ones and there is hardly any advise books out there to help you cope, I pray yours may bring comfort to the many bereaved families out there. Thankyou for sharing Lauries life with us she will always be with you. Karen Faking it in France.

The pitch of this book draws the reader in. I am so sorry for your loss. I hope "Finding Laurie" helps others to heal.

I've read almost all of this. It made me in turns, sad, curious, interested, upset, and empathetic. I share a lot of what you feared and what you began to consider as true, and I really 'enjoyed' (not really the word for it) reading this account. I've given it stars and will keep an eye on its progress.

Thank you for you kind remarks. I will take a look at your book and let you know what I think. Mike[QUOTE] This is an extremely moving story, told clearly and honestly. It also resonates with me 100%. Synchronicity, premonition, precognitive events, reincarnation - I've met them regularly throughout my own life. This is a book that should be on every editor's desk. Thank you for putting into words your very personal and life-changing experience. Laurie was clearly born to teach you about life and death. Warmest wishes, Natalie (The Diary of John Crow) [ENDQUOTE]

This is an extremely moving story, told clearly and honestly. It also resonates with me 100%. Synchronicity, premonition, precognitive events, reincarnation - I've met them regularly throughout my own life. This is a book that should be on every editor's desk. Thank you for putting into words your very personal and life-changing experience. Laurie was clearly born to teach you about life and death. Warmest wishes, Natalie (The Diary of John Crow)

I read the whole thing at one time. I couldn't help it. When I read your pitch, I wasn't sure what to expect. I thought maybe a crazed person, but this is completely logical and everything was completely analyzed. It's such a heartwarming story, though I don't think story is the word I'm looking for. I'm very sorry for your loss, but I'm also proud of you for coming as far as you have and finding joy in your grandchildren. It touched my heart and also made me think along the way and I think that's important as a writer to be able to do. Yet, in your circumstance, it's a very real and raw book and you wrote from definite experience. Throughout, I felt like I was right there with you; experiencing it as you and your family did. I hope to see more from you in the future. I am starring this 6 stars and adding to my watch list. As soon as I have shelf room, it will definitely be on there. Thank you for sharing your life with us. It was a wonderful read.

FINDING LAURIE This is a heart-breaking story because you say in the very beginning; this wonderful little girl is going to die. I can sympathize with the anxiety attacks and how they control your life; I used to have those in highschool and spent a lot of time taking my pulse too. The string of warning signs like the question about death, the photo falling off the wall . . . are eerie. How much wiser we all would be if we could recognize them when they occur, not retroactively. All in all, this is a good read. Highly starred and added to my shelf. Wanttobeawriter: Who Killed the President?

Read up chapter 4 and if it wasn't for this wretched laptop, I would read more. I was engaged from the beginning and the writing is so heartfelt I am sure many many people will relate. All the best.

Hi Michael, This is a story that truly grips the heart and keeps the reader engrossed. I'm so sorry for your loss. There are some words that need to be fixed and punctuation that needs to be tidied. I believe it was in the 2nd chapter where I found: "Just then I heard the sirens of an ambulance as it approached." (at should be as) "It was ashen." (try never to start a sentence with "it") Just end the sentence before it with a period and then use one word. Ashen. (says it all and you've now cut the fat and made it punchy and it breaks the monotony of the same kinds of sentences.) Discharged from the hopsital (add the "d") "You don't seem much better," (comma inside quote mark - there were quite a few of these) Next sentence He laughed - "h" should be lowercase. Then I stopped correcting because there were quite a few, but letting you know it does need a thorough going over. Also, I kept reading because I sensed your incredible loss (who wouldn't feel this ) and guilt over losing this child, and then when I saw you going deeper and deeper into occult activity, I wondered if you'd studied your Torah in depth to know what God says about seeking out the dead and necromancy, etc. I also wondered about your law practice and noticed that you had close dealings/involvement with the occult through a law suit and wondered about the other people you'd defended or been involved with. None of this was ever mentioned in depth and could add to the story to flesh it out more. But what really made me literally jump while reading, was when I got to the part about Bridie Murphey. A friend had mentioned Bridie Murphey to me two days ago. Right before getting onto Authonomy tonight, my memory was jogged to Google Murphey and refresh my mind on the story about her, since it had been many years since I'd read about her "case." I asked myself, "What are the odds I would Google Bridie Murphey right before getting on Authonomy and "finding" your book. About 7,000 to one." And I don't have a lot of time to spend on Authonomy so that made it even more non-coincidental. I was supposed to be reading another book to critique and had no plans to get on Authonomy tonight. *spooky music playing in the background about now* When I got to the part about your confusion about God being a jealous God, I realized that once again so many people misconstrue His words.(in my humble opinion) Yes he's jealous. Jealous for your soul and the spirit He created. If you were fighting an evil entity for the child you created, wouldn't you be jealous and not want the enemy to have her? That's what this means. God's jealous for us, He doesn't want the devil to win out. It's an all out battle for God's children -- what he created and no one else has a right to. Also, we have to remember that the devil has been around for every generation and knows everything our ancestors have done and is subtle in his attack. (and don't forget he has power, just not as powerful as God -- there are some good books out on spiritual warfare -- Chip Ingram "The Invisible War" is one) So naturally when a so-called medium gives you messages from the afterlife, are they really loved ones or demon spirits who know everyone of your kith and kin and what they've done? With all of this activity you've been involved in, I believe you've possibly opened a door. I've seen this happen many times with people through the use of mediums, contacting the dead, Ouija boards and automatic writing. When I was once curious about reincarnation, this verse sealed the deal that the Bible is truth: "Just as man is destined to die once, and after that to face judgment..." because in reincarnation, spirits supposedly have no control over how they come back and can end up coming back as a roach or a rat. That ruled out reincarnation for me. Heh-heh So I must say, when I read through the entire manuscript, it was an engaging story though tragic, however, we must agree to disagree on your summation in the last chapter. I've been closely associated with people who have dabbled in some of the things you and your mother dabbled in and the outcome was never pretty. Too long to go into here and not appropriate. And though we miss our loved ones and can never forget them, there is a way to find peace. I found mine when a loved one passed and I too was devastated. Praying for your peace ~ Kady Colter

Harper True Life are books published by Harper that are biographical in nature, hence true life experiences. [QUOTE] I am putting this on my watchlist to read when I have a few minutes, and not trying to cook supper. I am intrigued by the first chapter. Please, what is Harper True Life, which is one section you put your book under. Thanks for explaining. I think I'm going to need a box of tissues already! D. S. Hale Jessup and the Teleporter Would you mind taking a glance at my novel? Could you leave a comment, and rate the book, and if it pleases you, put it on your watchlist or bookshelf. THANK YOU!!! [ENDQUOTE]

I am putting this on my watchlist to read when I have a few minutes, and not trying to cook supper. I am intrigued by the first chapter. Please, what is Harper True Life, which is one section you put your book under. Thanks for explaining. I think I'm going to need a box of tissues already! D. S. Hale Jessup and the Teleporter Would you mind taking a glance at my novel? Could you leave a comment, and rate the book, and if it pleases you, put it on your watchlist or bookshelf. THANK YOU!!!

Easy but hard reading, if you know what I mean. Haemophilus influenzae B is the bacteria. Alot of life lived already.

FINDING LAURIE Michael Schwed Good morning, Michael. thank you for sharing these important people in your life. The fear of death is phenomenal and I feel it daily as I read the obits. and see people passing who are much younger than myself. blessed be. I will shelf ASAP and will star you anyway, shelf or not! Have a great day. Please take a look at my bio and thanks for that. LLL

A wonderful premise, and unusual. I am sure this will catch the eye of a publisher. Lara A RELATIVE INVASION

Thanks for the kind words, it is appreciated. [QUOTE] Mike: I stumbled across your book, quite by accident. I saw we had much in common. I, too grew up in queens, N.Y. My father also is a WW2 vet. He too is a high school guy educated way beyond his formal education. I think you're a natural writer. Your references to the psychological resonate with me. I taught psychology in CUNY years ago. I read your synopsis and first chapter. I must say, I became rivited by the prose and the hard-core emotions. Emotions might be the most difficult thing for a writer to successfully express. Oh hell. Let me just say it. You've been through it all right - something unimaginably painful. As I read , I felt a tear well up in my eye. This type of thing usually does NOT happen to me. You express it all with a kind of low key dignity that cuts deep. That's what I guess good literature should do. I didn't feel clobbered. I felt touched. I'll put it on my watchlist for now. My bookshelf is full at the moment, but I know for sure it's ending up there. I'm rating it 6 stars now, even though I've only scratched the surface. I can always downgrade it later - just kidding. I'm looking forward to delving deeper. Be well. Bob [ENDQUOTE]

Mike: I stumbled across your book, quite by accident. I saw we had much in common. I, too grew up in queens, N.Y. My father also is a WW2 vet. He too is a high school guy educated way beyond his formal education. I think you're a natural writer. Your references to the psychological resonate with me. I taught psychology in CUNY years ago. I read your synopsis and first chapter. I must say, I became rivited by the prose and the hard-core emotions. Emotions might be the most difficult thing for a writer to successfully express. Oh hell. Let me just say it. You've been through it all right - something unimaginably painful. As I read , I felt a tear well up in my eye. This type of thing usually does NOT happen to me. You express it all with a kind of low key dignity that cuts deep. That's what I guess good literature should do. I didn't feel clobbered. I felt touched. I'll put it on my watchlist for now. My bookshelf is full at the moment, but I know for sure it's ending up there. I'm rating it 6 stars now, even though I've only scratched the surface. I can always downgrade it later - just kidding. I'm looking forward to delving deeper. Be well. Bob

This is a touching story, rather well told. You have a lot to say and a clarity in your voice that is rewarding and easy to get along with. Writing about such painful circumstances is painful and you are remarkably candid. Thank you. However, perhaps the narrative jumped about a bit, which was a little unsettling. Is this intentional? It could well be, so that as I settle in for the read, and trust you to fill in the gaps, everything will become clear. Rated and on my WL. Fran Macilvey, Trapped

Michael, Your pitchi caught me. I'll be giving your a book a read. Dianna Nothing But The Blood

Thanks for your encouraging comments.[QUOTE] Michael, This is a compelling and deeply moving manuscript. What initially appears to be a story of loss, actually turns out to be a journey of discovery. (I am still only a third of the way through, so perhaps you will surprise me again!) Congratulations on a truly marvellous achievement. Backed with pleasure, David [ENDQUOTE]

Michael, This is a compelling and deeply moving manuscript. What initially appears to be a story of loss, actually turns out to be a journey of discovery. (I am still only a third of the way through, so perhaps you will surprise me again!) Congratulations on a truly marvellous achievement. Backed with pleasure, David

The way you start the pitch decides whether the readers will be engrossed by the book or not and I must say the first two lines are as good as they can ever be. I have gone through the premise and the first chapter and the book has really interested me.

Nicely done, interesting and powerful. Reads like a biography and sucks the reader in. Best of luck with it. Susanne

May God bless you as well. [QUOTE] Dear Michael Schwood I am a doctor and I feel that doctors don't treat others as they treat their dear ones. For others, a diagnose something incurable. I wonder if your dear baby Laurie was not suffering with Diphtheria, a condition dangerous but amenable to treatment. Your life long struggle where you crossed the boundaries of usual human experiences is commendable and adorable. You explored and proved that God may send again whom we love. My wife left this world in 2008,30th Jan. On 26th August 2008, I had my grand daughter. Her mother had three abortions earlier and my wife was very much emotionally disturbed. Perhaps,she preferred to leave this existence to get born in her son's family. All this happens with God's approval-God who is Love. My grand daughter says she feels shy of me. She readily goes in the lap of my wife's brother and sister. This birthday of her, she said to my wife's brother " whenever I call you in my birthday, you come surely'. The words from the mouth of a 3 year's old baby. May God bless you and your family. [ENDQUOTE]

Dear Michael Schwood I am a doctor and I feel that doctors don't treat others as they treat their dear ones. For others, a diagnose something incurable. I wonder if your dear baby Laurie was not suffering with Diphtheria, a condition dangerous but amenable to treatment. Your life long struggle where you crossed the boundaries of usual human experiences is commendable and adorable. You explored and proved that God may send again whom we love. My wife left this world in 2008,30th Jan. On 26th August 2008, I had my grand daughter. Her mother had three abortions earlier and my wife was very much emotionally disturbed. Perhaps,she preferred to leave this existence to get born in her son's family. All this happens with God's approval-God who is Love. My grand daughter says she feels shy of me. She readily goes in the lap of my wife's brother and sister. This birthday of her, she said to my wife's brother " whenever I call you in my birthday, you come surely'. The words from the mouth of a 3 year's old baby. May God bless you and your family.

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Hello Michael , this is an unbelievably powerful book and without question I would buy it , if it was published. I was also very interested and horrified , in regard to your experience of premonitions and conicidences . I have had endless experience of these - if you have the time , perhaps we could enter into a correspondence over this. On a lighter note , would you be able to look at my book 'A Buccaneer' , which is set amongst Pirates in the 17th century ,its an adventure story , but it does have some serious passages,with best wishes, Strachan Gordon

Hi Michael, I had originally thought that you would use your story to try and convince others to come around to your way of thinking. I was happy to be proved wrong and I think it was on reaching around Chapter 4 that I thought the book publishable. I have now finished the remaining chapters and although “enjoyed” is not quite the word I am looking for, it provided me with much food for thought, which is something I expect every good book to achieve. Every time you state something with which I disagree, you then go on to present the other side or, at least, advise that what you think is what you think but that might not mean it is actually the case. This results in a very balanced narrative, in all senses. After the tragedy and sorrow earlier on in your life, I am glad that you have achieved some kind of resolution that makes sense to you. It needs a good edit to fix up the typos and the occasional awkward sentence or not quite right verb tense (happy to point out what I spotted if you wish) but good raw material is there by the bucket load. Best.

Wow.... this is a gripping read. I'm still trying to figure out if this is an autobiography or a fictional story, but it's so fascinating that I don't really care what it is! Excellent, excellent work. I will be back to read more (have finished the first two chapters). Just in the name of helping out a fellow writer, I'll alert you to a few typos through chapter two: "In my case, these events, in retrospect, WHERE either a warning or a foreshadowing..." "What HAPPEN?" I asked one of the court officers "He's not responding." The officer told me. [change to "He's not responding," the officer told me.] "he had recently been DISCHARGE from the hospital" "like A excellent grade on an exam" G. T. Anders The Tower of Babel

Michael. Very impressive. I will back this and I agree with most of the other reviewers that is should be published. Are you aware that you can publish this as an Ebook on Amazon KD? and Smashwords? As an Amazon KD Ebook it would be available to owners of the Amazon Kindle. Smashwords makes it available to owners of the Barns & Noble Nook. Just do a Google search for Amazon KD and Smashwords to get to those sites. Keep Smiling Joseph D Palermo

Thank you so much for your comments, they are greatly appreciated. [QUOTE] Michael, This is a truly amazing book. Your strength and courage at writing it astounds me! This is a compelling story which is told with immense compassion and love and it should deffinately get published! In my oppinion, the writing gets better as the book progresses. The first few lines of the first chapter feel a little awkward, however, that is to be expected when telling such an emotional story as this because it must be so difficult knowing where to begin. In addition, although it has been pointed out by others, there are a few typos, but nothing too serious that can't be solved by a quick scanning of your work. This is truly the most moving piece of writing i have ever read and this deserves to be heard! Wishing you every success with this book, Amy *6 stars and backed!* :) [ENDQUOTE]

Michael, This is a truly amazing book. Your strength and courage at writing it astounds me! This is a compelling story which is told with immense compassion and love and it should deffinately get published! In my oppinion, the writing gets better as the book progresses. The first few lines of the first chapter feel a little awkward, however, that is to be expected when telling such an emotional story as this because it must be so difficult knowing where to begin. In addition, although it has been pointed out by others, there are a few typos, but nothing too serious that can't be solved by a quick scanning of your work. This is truly the most moving piece of writing i have ever read and this deserves to be heard! Wishing you every success with this book, Amy *6 stars and backed!* :)

this must have been such a hard book to write, it needs to be published and I hope it is. On WL and rated highly, will back ASAP. Sue ''It's a Dog's Life''

Michael, I've just read the first two chapters of your book, and would read more but it's been a long day! I will certainly come back to finish it though. What I have read so far has me hooked! My expectation is that it will get better as it goes! I too just posted a book called "Is That You God?" in which I attribute many experiences in my life to a God who is always "talking" to us. Your explanation of "coincidences" in the first chapter of the book made me smile! If your interested, I'd love for you to read mine, but whether you do or you don't won't stop me from finishing yours! God Bless you - From another Michael (Mike) - How's that for a coincidence!

Michael, I backed your fine book today and I was wondering if you would take a look at my novels, DIFFERENT DIRECTIONS or MY GENTLEMAN FRIEND for you possible backing. Your help will be appreciated. Good luck and happy writing. Dwain-Thomas

Hi Michael! I read your book last night and I was deeply moved. This is a story that needed to be told. It is clear that you have put a lot of thought into what happened to you/those you love, and your writing shows it. I found myself in tears at what happened to your beautiful little girl. You did a very good job of showing the emotional roller coaster your family was put on, and the final devastation parents go through when losing a child. I almost lost my son when he was small (he's 23 now), to a blood incompatibility, and a doctor that not only misdiagnosed his condition, but also suggested I wait to bring him to the hospital. In that regard, your story was so close to what could have happened to my family that it gave me chills. It took courage to write about your fears and the thought processes that brought you to the final assumption that Laurie had been reincarnated. Through your writing, I was able to celebrate with you the realization that she would be reborn, and your final joy in knowing that Laurie had found her way back to you. What a wonderful story! Technically, I thought your writing became smoother after the first few chapters. Forgive me, but the first couple of chapters seemed like you struggled with them. I also found some typos, but has already been pointed out, if you work with a good editor, any problems will be resolved. Most importantly, you have a book with a strong story. It's a story that others will want to read. You have a strong book title, and your intro was catchy enough that when I was browsing last night, trying to decide on a first book to read for Authonomy, yours was the first one to catch my eye. Good luck to you! And thank you for sharing your book with us.

Hi Michael. a very sad and compelling story i read through the first four chapters. All writers take snippets of true life. Ironically i wrote a book around the paranormal occurences.To this day i sense things wihtout warning. I do not always get the sign right but something always happens. The best of luck with your book Sincerely Michelle

I have just read your complete book, Michael, from beginning to end. It is BEAUTIFUL. First of all, I was a little surprised that it was you, and not your wife, who has written it, but I don't know why as a father's love for his child can be as strong as any mother's. Your love for your little girl shines from every page. Though the heartache of losing Laurie will never leave you, it is eased by your granddaughter, Lara. You have a lovely family and I'm so glad all is well with all of you. God Bless you all. Book backed and on w/l. KATE GRIMES -LIZZIE -CUPPA TALES - TALES OF WILLOW GREEN.

Michael, I have you book, FINDING LAURIE on my shelf and very happily backed it. If you could take a look at either of my novels, DIFFERENT DIRECTIONS or MY GENTLEMAN FRIEND, it would be greatly appreciated! Thank you! Dwain-Thomas

You got my attention from the start and kept it, way to go! Definately a great read for non-fiction enthusiasts. Leslie Gervais "Love Has No Borders"

I usually don't read this catagory but you got my attention from the start and kept it, way to go! Definately a great read for pop-cult enthusiasts. Leslie Gervais "Love Has No Borders" will add to my BS a.s.a.p.

Edit: Between yesterday and today, I read all of your book. That is a first for me on this site. Call it synchronicity how I happened upon it yesterday, anyway. My emotional response was many and varied - I think this is the sign of a strong story isn't it? From heart-break for you, identification with your grief, and a shared understanding of some of the signs that may have also been there in my life along the way. And then, at times, a distancing in thinking that if you were my friend telling me some of these things over coffee, I would politely nod and let you talk, but internally my heart would be bleeding for you at how much you had packaged together in your grief to make seemingly unconnected events relevant in some way. But somehow, as you write your story, through your pragmatism I think you're aware of this as a possible avenue and that comes across - and so at no point did I think "deluded". It's a story of loss and hope and asks many questions that anyone who's ever loved and lost someone wants the answers to. It's also a story of human and family love - of things which are tangible and over which we do have influence. I believe this is publishable, hey, I read it. And it would catch my eye in a bookshop, too. What I don't know is how many books like this have been written already, and so how flooded the marketplace potentially is - I don't know that. There are a few typos - I didn't bother with them, they're easy fixes. A couple of places the pace got a little bogged down - namely where factual information was given, but again, an editor could easily help you fix that. I skipped the god chapter, too, but that is perhaps just me. I wish you whatever it is you want for this, and thank you for sharing your story.

Michael, I've read the first four chapters and am totally absorbed in the story. It's now on my book shelf and I've given it a bunch of stars. When you have a few minutes, could you take a look at my TO CATCH A SPECKLED TROUT? Best wishes.

I've just started reading. Crisp, clear, good work.

I have read to the end of Chapter 4, I am sorry I can't read more. Tears make the words blurry, 6 stars and backed.

Michael, I checked out your book, FINDING LAURIE. If this is based on a true story, my heart goes out to you. Good luck with you excellent book. If you could take a look at either DIFFERENT DIRECTIONS, a novel based on fact. I was in a horrendous accident several years ago. I had started DIFFERENT DIRECTIONS and I was at a stand-still. One day I was talking to one of my therapists about my accident and she said. "What you went through would make a good book." So I Incorporated what happened to me into my uncompleted novel and my writing took off from there like wild fire. Thank you! Dwain-Thomas DIFFERENT DIRECTIONS MY GENTLEMAN FRIEND

Book with deep meaning to the authors are almost always the best reads because so many of the emotions that are being felt drip out onto the page. Finding Laurie is just such a story. The ideas behind the work of Michael Schwed were unbelievable to a cynic like me. How can someone find their daughter once they died? I thought that however tragic, thoughts that anyone can be reborn in another person are just a way of coping with the grief of a merciless world. I guess I’ve seen too much to believe in something like this. However, as I read on, I started to think that just such an event might be possible. I won’t say I’ve completely changed my mind on the subject. Perhaps the author simply invented a truth that he so wanted to be true. And even if he did, what harm was done? However, at the very end of the story he offers a very profound question that if he died, would anyone want so desperately to find him? I think that at that moment it all came full circle for me. Very few books will make you think like Finding Laurie will. It’s a testament to the bravery of the author to put his experiences down for all to see, and to do it so well with a narrative flair. And it’s a testament to readers who allow themselves to open their minds to new possibilities. Perhaps we can all find a little bit of Laurie here. John Breeden II Old Number Seven

Heartbreaking and yet beautiful. Best of luck with your book. I truly hope it gets to the top.

I have only read two chapters of your book, I needed to take a break. This so much reminds me of what I experienced in 1986. I must admit it brought a lump in my guts reading about this. Read chapter 28 of my book if you want, then you will understand exactly what I mean. I do in a way dread to read on to se what happened to your daughter. I used also to be able to see when certain people where near to die. It used to scare me, but not anymore. I pray that the God of Abraham will bless you Laila

Thank you for your hug, and may God bless you too.[QUOTE] Dear Michael. Your story created a wave of emotions in me. I felt the loss, the hope, and the pure love of a father. Big hug and God bless. Isis [ENDQUOTE]

Dear Michael. Your story created a wave of emotions in me. I felt the loss, the hope, and the pure love of a father. Big hug and God bless. Isis

[QUOTE] i find difficult to judge non- fiction. the opening, touching lines to this proved my point...l can only say this is well written, must read, skillfull piece of work...l must back with 6 stars****** SEASONS.... [ENDQUOTE] Thanks, this was difficult for me to write as it brought back emotions that had been buried for years. My hope is that some may benefit what my experience.

i find difficult to judge non- fiction. the opening, touching lines to this proved my point...l can only say this is well written, must read, skillfull piece of work...l must back with 6 stars****** SEASONS....