Story of a confused heart that, ultimately, had to figure out exactly what it needed, muster up enough courage to finally gain what it desired.
I wasn't intentionally seeking out an insatiable love, but for some crazy reason (and I call it destiny) fate had another plan in mind for me. Suddenly, I was enthralled by an extravagant, bigger-than-life type of love. And I wanted it, I wanted it badly. But I was also afraid, of change, of hurting the person I love, of breaking free of my comfort zone. This is about the year I genuinely and unintentionally fell in love with two unique guys. The year I discovered, grew, laughed, hurt and, most of all, loved. It was a truly bittersweet year, at times phenomenal, and other times, heart-wrenching. But it was all worthwhile, I know that now.
These are a compilation of diary entries, random notes and thoughts and rhetorical questions pondered on paper; my personal chronicle of the year I first fell in love, true love, twice. Two entirely different guys, two completely different souls, linked together by their strong friendship, and their desire for the same girl. This is the year I should have been writing about my boyfriend. Only him.
-- Grace Sutton