Killing Slania once wasn't good enough for the way of the world. It just had to make her a vampire and forsake her again.
They say that for every being there is a place in time that leads to our destruction, I say; ''If only it were so simple...''. Things could have been so much different if I truly had died that night. For good. Maybe there are just too many questions. Maybe I'm just forsaken -- thrown away from the worlds potential grace. Maybe it thinks there are too many possible what if's, so many unanswered if only's and sobbed prayers ignored. What if, what if. What if God existed? If he did, would beings like myself exist? If only, if only. If only we knew if immortality is more than falling into the dark side of the moon, away from Their eyes. Yet, there is one question thousands of years of existence never answered. If I wasn't forsaken with immortality, would I go to Hell anyway?