Why would she want to ruin her size ten figure anyway?
Amanda has been embarking on the long journey of trying to become a mummy for over ten years now. For most couples this happens very naturally and consists of a lot of bedroom fun, but for women like Amanda it can sometimes be the complete opposite. Coming from a large close family Amanda is surounded by children, and it hurts.
Read her day to day personal diary as she embarks on an IVF and ICSI treatment. The ups and downs and her raw emotions are written in detail. See how she copes with some very strange side effects from the daily injections of the very harsh drugs needed. Watch her go through the menopause in a month instead of five years.
Unite with her, feel her pain, share her tears but also enjoy the excitement and love she felt along the way on the rollercoaster, personal and very intimate journey. The waves of hope and strength that Amanda grabs hold of to achieve her dream will amaze you, and the love of her soul mate, her kind supportive, dependable husband who kept her sane is a love story in itself, but remember when you are desperate you will do anything.